The Energy Balance
I have a friend who has a somewhat major addiction to loosing energy. And this friend, although quite addicted to loosing energy unconsciously has asked for my help. Now I cannot change anything. I cannot change reality. He has an addiction to loosing energy. He knows this, I know it and his body certainly knows it. So in fact there is no solution per say. All there is and all there can ever be is Awareness. Simply to be Aware that you are loosing your energy. Meet a person and be aware, without trying to change anything, that you are loosing energy to them. Enter a situation and without trying to change anything, just be aware that you are loosing energy to the situation. Then eventually with much awareness and much true intention a new phenomena is possible. You will be able to directly take conscious action to loose energy. You can talk to people consciously that you know will suck you dry. You can make love consciously with women or people that you know without a shadow of a doubt will suck you dry. You can give away massive amounts of resources consciously knowing that you are loosing a ton of energy. And there will come a point where you will be so conscious that the whole dynamic will begin to transform every part of your life.
Eventually everything that previously sucked you dry will begin to fill you up. At first it will be unexplainable. At first there will be no possible rational. At first it will be entirely impossible and that very impossibility will become the only conscious possibility. At the very end of the cycles of mind and samsara, a genius reversal of everything will occur. You will have gone ten thousand steps beyond what is rational and reasonable, and all of a sudden the impossible will occur. The very things that sucked you dry will begin ever so perfectly to fill you up within infinity.
Hari Om Tat Sat