First thing. Stop acting.
What is true is You. It is not an act.
What is true is just who you are. It is not an act. It is not an opening act and it is not a closing act. If you are acting on what is true, you are no longer true, you are in relationship with truth. What is True is YOU. Do not act on You. Do not take actions or reactions in relationship to You. Be vigilantly You. Rest in You eternally. When you rest in You, You will take action as a natural consequence of being You. If your commitment to truth is total, nothing can take you away from who you truly are.
Nothingness